Song/(Rap 32) 50 I’m afraid, Matrimony

Song/(Rap) 50 I’m afraid, Matrimony

To the beat of Matrimony (WE REALY GOT A ROLE. We really got a role! I been trying to take mine from the start. I never tried to leave you. Just couldn’t keep the mind to follow you. Didn’t need a hood id be your covering. Holy and other though. Baby don’t worry I got plans for you. WE REALLY GOT A ROLE. We really got a role. Breaking Willy Though. I’m the living weirdo “that’s weird” it was this guy never met the man.)


You think that time is up

But I’m feeling that this relationship strong getting started 

Been looking for a woman like you

I know you kind of dark

But I knew from the start 

A different kind of woman

I’m sorry for my foolish ethics 


But I knew from the start 

I been making plans for you 

All I needed was you to love me as I was

Not love me as you can get it


Your ignoring I had to move on

Start a new life

And I had to forget it


But such a strong interaction 

You were my woman when I met you 

Didn’t even think about the distance 

Head to toe

You went the distance


If there is a question of my love 

Baby I been singing for you

Been thinking about you 

Been Ben 10 changing just for you


From the moment that I saw you

I only seen the vibrations that was in you

What else is there to consider 



Usher like voice: 

There should never be a question of my heart, you had it from the start 

There is no question of my love

Since the time I seen you



Rap

Just kept from staying, still holding on to the possibility. Didn’t even know I made an impact. Couldn’t even stay on the trail had no idea the pain we both carried. Didn’t mean to leave mine with you. How do I even make up for the pain I left with you? 


I’m Afraid, Matrimony. that’s the only single plan that can get us a new start. I’d appreciate the daily torture by you. Just to make you smile is worth the effort. I know you faithful. But I’m the faithful. I am worth a new leaf. A hidden heart we start a new tree. You and me. 


Usher like voice/My voice -I’m promising you better though. Rap voice trying to bite back my sound: 

There should never be a question of my heart, you had it from the start 

There is no question of my love

Since the time I seen you

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