Sorry My Love (Song 18)

Sorry my love (song 18)

I’m sorry my love

I can’t be what you need me to be

I know it’s been tough and rough in your life 

I want to extend a hand but it’s too much to bear


When I see you I have nothing but hope for you. But today is just too late. Tomorrow is too far and yesterday has come and gone.


There is little I can do to stop your pain. I see you walking daily in the rain. How long have you been walking for? How many steps have you taken?

Your heart is in no condition to take another step. But I see you still stepping. I see you still walking alone in the crowed of a thousand faces 

When was the last time you sat and took a break? When was the last time you’ve been on a date? I’m sorry my love. My hands are full my heart is closed. 

There’s just too much pain to wipe away, those tears I can’t see you cry on the inside. Too many sleepless nights I can’t bare to see 

My 

hands 

are 

full 


I’m sorry my love

My love, my love 

I’m sorry my love, my love, my love  

I'm sorry my love


I can’t claim a translation here. But I can claim it’s words and flow. I think it’s a good one. Less than 10% of the words I could come up with on my own. My Spanish vocab is way too small for the complex feeling I’m translating to Spanish. But after translating, I can read and understand it to some degree back into English. For example I know “tarde” means late. But I can’t think to say “tarde” to express “late” in Spanish. There is a block in thinking Spanish not English. A block to overcome at some point. I’ll figure it out. Also, upon translating, some of the rhyme is gone.That’s an issue I’ll have to manage later, English to Spanish translation. Maybe one day I will be able to write in Spanish completely. Which would increase rhyme ability and other elements in song/poetry writings. 


This is inspired by someone else view of the world I'm living in.


“Lo siento mi amor” (song 18)


Lo siento mi amor

No soy lo que necesitas que sea

Sé que ha sido duro y difícil en tu vida

Quiero extender una mano pero es demasiado para soportarlo


Cuando te veo no tengo nada más que esperanza para ti. Pero hoy ya es demasiado tarde. El mañana está demasiado lejos y el ayer ya llegó y se fue


Hay poco que pueda hacer para detener tu dolor. Te veo caminando diariamente bajo la lluvia. ¿Cuánto tiempo llevas caminando? ¿Cuántos pasos has dado?


Tu corazón no está en condiciones de dar un paso más. Pero veo que sigues dando un paso. Te veo todavía caminando solo entre la multitud de mil caras


¿Cuándo fue la última vez que te sentaste y tomaste un descanso? ¿Cuándo fue la última vez que tuviste una cita? Lo siento mi amor. Mis manos están llenas, mi corazón está cerrado.


Hay demasiado dolor para limpiar, esas lágrimas que no puedo verte llorar por dentro. Demasiadas noches de insomnio que no puedo soportar ver


Mi 

manos 

son 

lleno 


lo siento mi amor 

mi amor, mi amor Lo siento 

mi amor mi amor mi amor 

lo siento mi amor

(mi amor)

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